Saturday, June 20, 2009

I know u want me.......

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Simple IQ Test

IQ Test,

Simple math equation......

9999

Everyone may use any symbol such as +,-,x,/, squareroot and etc. u may also combine the number. Have to use all four 9,cant be less or more....

At the end you will get 100 as the answer......

Let me know if U have the answer okai;)


Answer= 99+(9/9)
= 100

Friday, April 24, 2009

...morning diary...

I need my sleep now..need to repair my sleeping time,F***.......

Kepala ku dah pening dah ni....kedendong btul.....went to watched Bohsia with my hsemate...story made me sleepy....typical malay film

Came back home, was thinking to sleep early then received a call from a friend...2nd time went to town and chill at the jetty for a while...we had a chit chat,c im quite a reasonable man that can hang out wif anybody at anytime.....n now im infront of my laptop updating this craplog....muahhaha....

"Yang penting u tak jahatkan kan kan kan....:))"entah donno who said this;) - hahaha...im a damn good boy(evil face)

nite2....dreaming time ...oo gosh did I mention I have class at 11am??? hahaha....gile student life, njoy,chill,happy, damn what a bloody healthy lifestyle I have here....

Sunday, April 19, 2009

living life in denial

Its 7a.m in the morning and I havent sleep yet..just got back from *******;)!!!On the way home, I thought sumthing about people living their life in denial. Maybe Im wrong but I just feel lately everybody is trying to live their life in denial.

Why do people living their life in denial??

There are many processes that we use to keep parts of reality hidden from ourselves. We lie to ourselves to avoid pain.

Denial is a normal and natural response for coping with painful and overwhelming problems. We use sets of thoughts, feelings, urges, actions and social reactions to defend against the pain of recognising the presence of painful realities.

Once we begin to lie to ourselves, we feel a lot more comfortable since we can cope, or we can live with ourselve.

Then, since nothing terrible has happened as a result of lying to ourselves, we kid ourselves that this is now the truth. This progresses to lying to others or perhaps shielding the truth from others. The actual truth gets further and further from our conscious awareness.

Therefore the problem does not get solved, or the flaw in our behaviour, thought patterns or responses does not get addressed. This leads to a continuation in the processes that maintain the problem.

It is often only once the problem has escalated out of all proportion that the denail cracks open. if we are willing to take responsibility for ourselves and our lives, and engage in personal development or therapy activities, then we can gently break open the shell and take a look inside, and come to terms with, and ultimately deal with reality.

notes to everyone:- Dont live life in denial, U might be happy externally but not internally. Its all fake. Face the reality not your own dream world.

Monday, April 13, 2009

stim abis lagu ni!!!!

Monday, April 6, 2009

...That I A Better Person May be...


Light that lies deep inside of me
Come forth in all thy majesty
Show me thy gaze
Teach me thy ways
That I a better person may be

Darkness that lies deep inside of me
Come forth in all thy mystery
Show me thy gaze
Teach me thy ways
That I a better person may be

Love that lies deep inside of me
Come forth in all thy unity
Let me be thy gaze
Let me teach thy ways
That I a better person may be

Thursday, April 2, 2009

mentality vs psychology

Old Pack

New Pack


smoke and smoke and smoke......till the day u die....nobody cares.....the government should propose the idea long time ago...even Singapore have started earlier....as for me it have positive impact on me as I have start to reduce my daily ciggie consumption.....hahahha...

The day I saw the new box, I think twice to buy the ciggarate...damn psycho weh....I tried to look for the old box but most of the shop already selling the new ciggarete box....I think I gonna stop soon...insyaAllah...

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

What ta fish(WTF)

Confuse expression!!!!


Woke up at 6.30 a.m and I just realized I got a terrible nitemare...fuck up gile dowh mimpi aku.....I need to make a note sumwhere for my own as a reminder......

"Shane catastrophe are yet to come...better prevent before it's too late"

- Reminder for myself, Just don't or I might regret it -

argh better stop thinking bout it too much...I don't need more distraction in mylife...Need more +ve energy vibe for myself....

class at 8.....cau